Whatever road I take, the guiding star is within me;
the guiding star and the loadstone which point the way.
They point in but one direction.
They point to me.
- Ayn Rand
(the stars will guide you)
nakita nyo ba un formation ng moon at ng dalawang planets? venus ata at jupiter un??
ang galeng no? naka-smile...
sa panahon ngayon ng crisis, parang sinasabe sa atin ng Dios, don't worry everything will be alright...
Posted by jong at 09:44 PM on December 1, 2008
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I don't really want to make your entry an issue on my life. Ooops, I'm using the english grammar, w/c I suppose is owned by you. Actually I feel so sad you, I pity you and I feel that you really need to go to the psych. By the way I have 10% discount in paying hospital bills, Would you mind if i share it to you. Ay sumosobra na paggamit ko sa wikang Ingles. Sige na magtatagalog na ako, Nakakahiya kasi sa MAY-ARI ng English Language. Una sa lahat kasi hindi ko alam kung sinasabi mo eh. At para sayo di bagay sayo maghapon. Eh mas FEELER ka nga. Pilipino ka tapos gagamit ka ng hapon? How silly. Buti sana, kung bagay eh kaso nagumukha ka lang ewan. Which really bothers me. Ops! bato bato sa langit, ang tamaan SAPUL o mas masama baka magka BUKOL pa!
Una sa lahat, hindi ko ginusto maging web designer. At hindi ako web designer. Consider me as a webman na minsan inidolo ka. Pero totoo pala, kung sino pa pala ang iniidolo mo, yun pa ang mananakit sa iyo. Alam mo may payo ako sa iyo, Kung laos ka na diyan sa pinapasukan mo, at hindi ka na mapagUSAPAN, Naiintindihan ko na ang motive mo. Gusto mong gumawa ng ingay para bumalik ka sa pagiging POPular mo. Pero nalalaos ka lang eh. Wa epek actually. At mas nagmumukha ka ngang PLASTIK sa ginagawa mo, Actually para na nga rin yang PangbabackSTAB eh. Pero naiintindihan pa rin kita kasi siguro wala kang mabuhusan ng galit mo at napili mo ako. Which is OK, Engels' 3rd stage of Grieving is Anger.
Pati wag kang mag alala, Oo minaliit mo ako. Fine, magaling ka sa lahat at minamani mo lang ang ginagawa ko. Sige na sayo na lahat. At wag kang mag-alala dahil at least ako mga totoong nominations, awards at totoong tropeo, ang natatanggap ko na ibig sabihin pinaparangalan nila ang mga gawa ko. Huwag kang mag-alala minsan pahihiramin kita. Baka kasi wala ka non eh. Nakakalungkot namang simulan ko ang Disyembre ko ng ganito. Na may umaaway sa akin.
Nahiya na tuloy akong mag-Ingles, baka mabasa niya ulit post ko, tapos gagawa siya ng counter post niya, criticizing my grammar. And by the way kahit bobo ako, marunong din naman ako mag-ingles. I can state my name in english. Dapat nga mas mag aral ka mag-ingles. Tignan mo kala kung sino ka, eh tinalo ka naman ng kaibigan ko sa essay writing contest noon. Kahit nagsabuwatan pa kayo ng adviser ko at yung kaibigan ko iniichepwera lang, eh siya pa rin nanalo. Sorry ahh, di niya kasing sinasadyang gumamit ng mas profound and not so complicated english words.
Pati ba't ba ang init ng dugo mo sa akin ha? It's been 2 years simula nung huli tayong nagkita. Alam mo bang masamang magalit. It constricts your heart vessels resulting from stress leading to Myocardiac Infarction o Kamatayan. Nagbabasa ka ba ng mga journals ng PNP, nakita mo ba ako doon, kashakehands at katabi si PNP GENERAL Versoza. Feeler ba yun?
Eh mas feeler nga sila. Biruin mo General versus me a nobody? Eh ikaw musta ka? Kung paninira lang naman ang usapan, siguro sapat na ang mga alam ko para makasabay ka sa panggagago eh. Kaya lalo lang akong naaawa sayo, hindi ako naiinis eh. Sayang Ok ka panaman sana, pero mas masahol ka pa sa kapapanganak na leon na gustong dumede sa Ina niya, at dahil hindi siya pinansin, ayun NAGWALA. At naniniwala talaga ako sa KARMA. Tested ko na kasi siya. Lahat ng nanggagago sa akin, ayun nagagago din. Kasalanan ko ba kung malakas ako sa itaas?.
Hayaan mo pagdarasal ko na magkaroon ka ng peace of mind. At Salamat na rin dahil kala ko yung English teacher ko lang ang susuway sa paggamit ko ng Ingles, yun pala may ordinaryong tao na mas supreme pa sa pinakamagaling mag INGLES ang susuway sa akin. SALAMAT. AT nawa ngayong darating na PASKO maiintindihan natin kung ano ang halaga ng Pagbibigayan. Advance Merry Christmas na lang sayo. At wag kang mag alala nasa dagat lang ang mga Pisces, lumalangoy ng malaya, walang problema kundi ang along humahampas lamang. Hindi rin ako magtataka kung may nagtatraydor sa yo eh.! hehehe. peace.ü
Posted by manoelster at 07:03 PM on December 1, 2008
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Everything will fall into place.
Mas maganda nga at mas magaan sa pakiramdam kapag hindi ka nagmamadali. Yung may plano ka nga pero hindi mo mamadaliin na makuha ang isang bagay o mangyari ang gusto mong mangyari dahil dadating ang tamang oras para mangyari 'yon o makuha mo ang hinihiling mo.
Kailangan na kailangan ko na 'yon sa lalong madaling panahon, alam ko. Gusto ko man makuha na 'yon agad pero may mga bagay din na kailangang bigyang konsiderasyon. May mga bagay na pwede mo namang makuha habang nabibigyang-tulong mo naman ang iba pang tao. Mas maganda na 'yon. Dalawa kayong panalo.
Sige. Pagtiyagaan ko na muna kung anong meron ako. Nagagamit pa naman eh.
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Love doesn't ask for reasons.
Kahapon tinanong niya ako kung bakit natatagalan ko pa siya kahit na gano'n ang ugali niya. Sabi ko lang, "kailangan mo pa bang tanungin 'yon...?"
Siyempre. Mahal kita eh.
• • •
Take it easy.
Malapit na pasko at marami akong inaalala. Pero kesa naman mababad sa sakit ng ulo, easy na lang ako. Kahit paunti-unti, may nahuhugot naman eh. Pero ang di ko pa rin matanggap ay ang katotohanan na
mababa lang ang sweldo ko
kumpara sa ibang tao na kapareho ng trabaho ko. Unfair di ba?
Sige laban tayo. Taon o talento? Sa talento na 'ko. Kasi yun ang meron ako.
*Apir sa lahat ng mga TOTOONG Graphic Artists sa Pilipinas!*
P.S.:
Isa pa pala. Ang isa pang hindi ko matanggap sa buhay dito sa Pinas ay kung bakit yung malalaking kumpanya na pag-aari ng mga Pilipino o mga kalahating-Pilipino ay di kayang magpasahod ng malaki. Sadyang kuripot lang ba o nagpapayaman lang ng sariling bulsa? Kawawa naman kaming mga empleyado.
Oh well. It's Holiday. Boni-fuck you day.
Posted by in-momentum at 03:07 PM on December 1, 2008
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not all-drained-out at all. no, not at all.
i have a lot of things to say here. but words escape me. i'll be saving this page in the meantime..
for now.
Posted by _imogen_ at 11:50 AM on December 1, 2008
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I'm gonna be a busy bee:
Nov. 29 to Dec. 1
Canvas for PC
Nov. 30
Binyag ni Glydel (Ninang ako)
Dec. 1
Commission: Folder design for Profiles (FA agad)
Dec. 1 to 3
Invitation card design for JR, my inaanak
Theme: Spongebob
Dec. 6
Appointment with Dr. Lallaine
Going out with the Muffin
Dec. 18
Leave. Special Day.
Dec. 20
Binyag ni Amber (Ninang na naman ako)
Christmas gathering with Keytie
Posted by in-momentum at 03:50 PM on November 29, 2008
as a stickied post.
malalake na mga anak ko, pinakabata nga 16 eh. kaya minsan pinag-uusapan namin ni jep na mag-alaga na lang kami ng aso. haha! aso nalang... parang mas madali kesa tao. haha! gusto daw nya siberian husky. ang ganda nun! tas minsan pinagtripan kong maghanap ng picture ng future na bunsong anak namin. eto ang lumabas, i instantly fell in-love with him.
wow!
ganyan sya ka-fierce looking pero saksakan ng loyal, bait at lambing sa nanay at tatay at matalino din sya katulad ng mga kapatid nya. that's how i imagine him to be. o diba?!
Posted by jong at 09:42 AM on November 29, 2008
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i must have a bipolar disorder. or something to that effect. but not extreme i suppose. i hope.
one day/minute, i was too happy. on another day/the next.. for some reason, there's always something that would trigger un-happyness.
It was a crippling thing, this sensation that a huge hole had been punched through my chest, excising my most vital organs and leaving ragged, unhealed gashes around the edges that continued to throb and bleed despite the passage of time. Rationally, I knew my lungs must still be intact, yet I gasped for air and my head spun like my efforts yielded me nothing. My heart must have been beating, too, but I couldn't hear the sound of my pulse in my ears; my hands felt blue with cold..
I scrambled for my numbness, my denial, but it evaded me.
And yet, I found I could survive. I was alert, I felt the pain—the aching loss that radiated out from my chest, sending wracking waves of hurt through my limbs and head—but it was manageable. I could live through it. It didn't feel like the pain had weakened over time, rather that I'd grown strong enough to bear it.
the words hit me. in these shoes. i should have followed my instincts to skip reading the book two for a while..
Because there was just one thing that I had to believe to be able to live—I had to know that he existed. That was all. Everything else I could endure. So long as he existed.
TIME PASSES. EVEN WHEN IT SEEMS IMPOSSIBLE. EVEN when each tick of the second hand aches like the pulse of blood behind a bruise. It passes unevenly, in strange lurches and dragging lulls, but pass it does. Even for me.
..or perhaps, it was just me, getting overly emotional.. oh well.. papel.
Posted by _imogen_ at 02:12 PM on November 28, 2008
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Last tuesday after my 1st duty in the hospital (Chinese General Hospital and Medical Center). Raymart, Jhonna, Charmaigne, and me went across to Trinoma to be a nomad, i mean to wander. Then i went to All flip flops, because i just know in my heart that there are new stocks and new designs released last Monday.
And i'm 100% correct. There it is the new havaianas glow in the dark designs. And i just did bought one. And ang mahal niya. grabe. It cost me 975 bucks. I am to throw away that large amount of money for a slipper. Pero atleast diba. The newest design is within the parameters of my feet.
It really is glowing in the dark. Ahahah. I've tested it. There are more new designs available yet this design is great. Imagine walking in the dark. Then the havaianas logo is brightly glowing.
After buying. We ate at Tokyo Tokyo. Unlimited rice ito. wooohooo! ahahahah. After all we enjoyed so mush, since we miss each other alot.
Currently watching: chuck
Currently feeling: slipperish
Posted by manoelster at 12:21 PM on November 28, 2008
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